what it all comes down to

i want to update you on my life. but if i wrote it all down here it would be 1. really long and 2. really boring.

i don't really have a way with words. but what i can say is this:

God is faithful. in my weakest times (physically, mentally, spiritually) i can always find what i need through His word and fellowship with other believers. i don't know why it's taken me so long to realize this. but honestly. over the course of the past few weeks i have seen what God will do in our lives if we rely on Him and trust in His timing.

now i'm not saying this is an easy task for me. at all. i am a worrier. if i want something to happen or go a certain way, i constantly think about what i can do to make it happen. i'm learning to catch myself in the midst of that, stop, and pray for patience because i have seen God work seemingly impossible things out for His kingdom and i don't want to get in the way of that.

i guess that's my point of interest from this summer. now i'm off to work, summer reading, college boot camp, yearbook planning, etc, etc. let the fun begin ;]