i didn't realize how big of a deal this was.
i've never really written a note in order to express my feelings before. but i just did. after talking to Joyana about everything with my parents, i realized how frustrated i was. she suggested that i write a note so that i could get everything out without interruptions and emotions, and without it having to be a conversation. i have tried having conversations with them, but it's just not working.
i'm pretty much scared to death to give it to them, and i'm not sure how or when i'm going to do it. i just know that it has to be done.
so if you think about it, say a quick prayer for me. and my parents.
i love you all.
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so i'm hitting 2 birds with one stone and replying to both this entry and your last one.
to an extent, i was in your situation a few years ago. my parents wanted me to stay home and work "a real job" instead of making less money at camp. the JC job isn't convient. it's true.
i know it's rough to find a balance between submission to your parents and doing what you truly feel is God's will. i think the note is a great idea to get your feelings out there. i will be praying for you these next few days, avery.
Keep praying. God's got you in his hands. He knows what you'll be doing this summer, and he has great things in store for you! Just keep trusting Him. Love you, girl. :)
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