decisions

life is crazy. and i know i'm probably one of the least stressed people out there. but there are so many decisions to make lately. everyone comes to that time in their life where everything they do will affect pretty much their whole life, yeah that time is now. what classes i'm going to take for j-term, and more importantly, for the rest of high school. then eventually i'll have to choose things like college, MAJOR, courses, whether or not to continue with soccer past high school (i could possibly play at OBU), how many extracurriculars to participate in. right now i guess these decisions are a big deal for me, because i feel like i'm not getting to make them myself. i feel like my parents make many of them for me. and i'm not sure how i feel about that. the main thing is AP courses. yes, i will continue with AP math, because i am good at it, but honestly, what's the point of taking AP history or english or science? espeically if i will get into college without them. and if i want to pursue a career in graphic design, or another type of art, those classes are going to do me no good. other decisions include next summer's activities. i will apply to be a counselor at brookhill, but if i wanted to get a regular job, how much would JC-ing affect that? and will i want to also go on my church's mission trip? who knows... that one isn't a big, because it will probably end up being one of the easier decisions i have to make.

well that's it for decisions... another thing that's big right now is my best friend living 4 1/2 hours away. i will get to see her in two weeks (PRAISE THE LORD!) but i won't see her again until spring break, maybe. and if not then it will have to wait until may at staff training. we will work together and stuff at camp next summer, but then we'll have to part again. i love her and it's hard to not live close to her. oh man.

i guess that's about all for now. i will stop boring you now... thanks.